Darash Ahava Foundation and Brushstrokes of Emotion

Contributor Journey

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Date : Dec 31 1969

Thai Tea

Hmm how sweet, refreshing, and colorful it feels like we’re under...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Bad, Sleepy, Surprised, Shocked

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Hmm how sweet, refreshing, and colorful it feels like we’re underwater, but actually we are caught in an illusion
Not everything is about sharing martinis with our diseased reflections
Sometimes we need to take a step back and enjoy the chew bubbles

Date : Jul 07 2022

Mood swings

My greatest fear of becoming a lost soul Exhausted from feeling...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Sleepy, Overwhelmed

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

My greatest fear of becoming a lost soul
Exhausted from feeling lost and lonely
Conflicting values awaken in my mind some days and divinity guided others
Trying to be divergent in covering up my vulnerable side

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Date : Jul 28 2022

Phases

A disturb soul stares As the sky is dark Preparing for the end...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Intimate, Peaceful, Free

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

A disturb soul stares
As the sky is dark
Preparing for the end
Suddenly a rainbow appears
Hidden before were blank faces
Colorful, different, and new phases
Dynamic hair dyes

Date : Aug 04 2022

Blank

Tears fall from the sky Mixed emotions even on good days Happil...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Sad, Disappointed, Inferior

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Tears fall from the sky
Mixed emotions even on good days
Happily impaled my soul
Causing drops of blood to leaving a trail of tear hippy plants
Come
On a voyage of realization

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Date : Aug 11 2022

Roots

Enter the Zen flow This new life for new growth Confront the ol...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Proud, Amazed

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Enter the Zen flow
This new life for new growth
Confront the old highs and new lows
I suppose, yummy treats, bright lights surround me
Oozing divine energy to keep us grounded

Date : Aug 25 2022

Man On The Moon

Childhood darkness keeps me on edges It allowed me to become wel...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Tired, Stressed, Lonely

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Childhood darkness keeps me on edges
It allowed me to become well-rounded
I often space out and remind on all the growth
I grew a sixth sense which else all the difference in the shape of me
All that means is dirty toys are no fun

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Date : Sep 01 2022

Four Seasons

As life goes on, The cycle of life Had helped me stay in a rela...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Interested, Content, Energetic

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

As life goes on,
The cycle of life
Had helped me stay in a relaxed mood
As I stare out the window into the future
Watching the seasons change
Time flies, right before our eyes
This blank canvas to author life from
A metaphor in my transformation
Which feels like a rebirth

Date : Sep 29 2022

The Gentle Art

My chaotic, dark, and grungy journey throughout life was never st...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Overwhelmed, Nervous, Numb

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

My chaotic, dark, and grungy journey throughout life was never static or compact
I approach my consciousness like an industrial stairway with no outside communication from those who don’t understand

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Date : Oct 20 2022

Tears

I have trouble finding happiness You can see the pain in my sad...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Empty, Despair, Lonely

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

I have trouble finding happiness
You can see the pain in my sad eyes, but there was no loss
Lately I’ve been depressed and destructive to the point where it feels like I’m losing blood

Date : Nov 10 2022

Thankful

We rise bright and early The friendships we’ve created along the...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Loving, Respected

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

We rise bright and early
The friendships we’ve created along the way
As we gaze at the helm
Overlooking the whispers of fires as the sun rises
The water looks like a painted divide
We anticipate being pulled in different directions til the end of the night we gaze at the ocean sunset
Tired, exhausted, sore

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Date : Nov 24 2022

Purple Rain

Don’t eat these evil, mature snakes use their fish hooks to lure...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Don’t eat these evil, mature snakes use their fish hooks to lure you in with their flowing intensity with lust or you’ll end up crying bloody tears

Date : Dec 08 2022

Feel The Love

My confidence has groah naturally Reacting to different energy f...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Happy, Optimistic, Thankful

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

My confidence has groah naturally
Reacting to different energy frequencies
I can feel the layers of
love
That welcomes love and happiness
My big loving heart detects false attractions

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Date : Dec 22 2022

Phoenix

Up above, what is it? Is it a flower fly, perhaps? No, it’s a r...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Stressed, Inferior

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

Up above, what is it?
Is it a flower fly, perhaps?
No, it’s a risen and reawakened Phoenix
It awakened after sensing her floating wonder

Date : Jan 05 2023

Possibilities

I felt as if I have been on an unguided pathway when I’m reality...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Inferior, Insignificant, Withdrawn

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

I felt as if I have been on an unguided pathway when I’m reality
The options are unlimited with fun possibilities for a new center of growth

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Date : Jan 10 2023

Infinity

I feel the infinite love Being connected with the endless energy...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Sleepy, Nervous, Empty, Loving

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

I feel the infinite love
Being connected with the endless energy in space
To the infinite universe, I hope to spread the infinite love

Date : Jan 25 2023

Ice Cream

The bubbles of freedom and happiness So sweet and delish Can y...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Overwhelmed, Worried, Weak, Worthless

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

The bubbles of freedom and happiness
So sweet and delish
Can you taste the rainbow?
Yeah, that’s bubblegum with sprinkles
Jump into the ball pit in space with orbs

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Date : Feb 02 2023

The Giving Tree

The vast majority of people do not have the masculine strength &...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Happy, Peaceful, Surprised, Excited

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

The vast majority of people do not have the masculine strength & guidance from friends to obtain anything close to eternal life
However, I am thankful and appreciate the connections we have today which will allow us to give back to the world, causing it to be flowerful, fruitful, and multiply back to others.

Date : Mar 02 2023

Roads

There’s been a ton of uncertainty and pressure in making lifelong...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Bad, Stressed, Pressured

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

There’s been a ton of uncertainty and pressure in making lifelong choices
I’ve been stressed from the overthinking
Too many rotating choices to make in order to maintain balance
To enjoy the popsicle blades

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Date : Mar 30 2023

The Cycle of Life

How many deadly sins are there? What is the price of a life? In...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Tired, Surprised, Eager

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

How many deadly sins are there?
What is the price of a life?
In alchemy some things cost an arm and a leg
To appreciate life one list have the courage and spirit of healing the cycle of blood

Date : Apr 20 2023

Burning Bridges

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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Empty, Happy, Intimate

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

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Date : May 04 2023

Inception

We’ve been dealt one hand at life Lightning strikes the cell tow...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Free

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

We’ve been dealt one hand at life
Lightning strikes the cell tower
Then the matchsticks Coolidge with the lightning fire
Through the burning bushes
Yet it feels I’m dreaming of a holy savor to guide us to the flowers

Date : Jun 15 2023

The Rising Sun

I’ve risen and fallen many times before Yet the glowing core wi...
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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Worried, Annoyed, Depressed, Isolated

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Poem

I’ve risen and fallen many times before
Yet the glowing core within me is filled with rage
Fighting like a samurai, maintaining protection til I earn my respect

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Date : Dec 31 1969

Thai Tea

Hmm how sweet, refreshing, and colorful it feels like we’re...
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Poem

Hmm how sweet, refreshing, and colorful it feels like we’re underwater, but actually we are caught in an illusion
Not everything is about sharing martinis with our diseased reflections
Sometimes we need to take a step back and enjoy the chew bubbles

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Bad, Sleepy, Surprised, Shocked

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Jul 07 2022

Mood swings

My greatest fear of becoming a lost soul Exhausted from...
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Poem

My greatest fear of becoming a lost soul
Exhausted from feeling lost and lonely
Conflicting values awaken in my mind some days and divinity guided others
Trying to be divergent in covering up my vulnerable side

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Sleepy, Overwhelmed

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

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Date : Jul 28 2022

Phases

A disturb soul stares As the sky is dark Preparing...
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Poem

A disturb soul stares
As the sky is dark
Preparing for the end
Suddenly a rainbow appears
Hidden before were blank faces
Colorful, different, and new phases
Dynamic hair dyes

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Intimate, Peaceful, Free

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Aug 04 2022

Blank

Tears fall from the sky Mixed emotions even on good...
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Poem

Tears fall from the sky
Mixed emotions even on good days
Happily impaled my soul
Causing drops of blood to leaving a trail of tear hippy plants
Come
On a voyage of realization

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Sad, Disappointed, Inferior

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

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Date : Aug 11 2022

Roots

Enter the Zen flow This new life for new growth...
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Poem

Enter the Zen flow
This new life for new growth
Confront the old highs and new lows
I suppose, yummy treats, bright lights surround me
Oozing divine energy to keep us grounded

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Proud, Amazed

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Aug 25 2022

Man On The Moon

Childhood darkness keeps me on edges It allowed me to...
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Poem

Childhood darkness keeps me on edges
It allowed me to become well-rounded
I often space out and remind on all the growth
I grew a sixth sense which else all the difference in the shape of me
All that means is dirty toys are no fun

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Tired, Stressed, Lonely

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Sep 01 2022

Four Seasons

As life goes on, The cycle of life Had helped...
View more

Poem

As life goes on,
The cycle of life
Had helped me stay in a relaxed mood
As I stare out the window into the future
Watching the seasons change
Time flies, right before our eyes
This blank canvas to author life from
A metaphor in my transformation
Which feels like a rebirth

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Interested, Content, Energetic

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Sep 29 2022

The Gentle Art

My chaotic, dark, and grungy journey throughout life was never...
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Poem

My chaotic, dark, and grungy journey throughout life was never static or compact
I approach my consciousness like an industrial stairway with no outside communication from those who don’t understand

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Overwhelmed, Nervous, Numb

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

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Date : Oct 20 2022

Tears

I have trouble finding happiness You can see the pain...
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Poem

I have trouble finding happiness
You can see the pain in my sad eyes, but there was no loss
Lately I’ve been depressed and destructive to the point where it feels like I’m losing blood

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Empty, Despair, Lonely

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Nov 10 2022

Thankful

We rise bright and early The friendships we’ve created along...
View more

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Poem

We rise bright and early
The friendships we’ve created along the way
As we gaze at the helm
Overlooking the whispers of fires as the sun rises
The water looks like a painted divide
We anticipate being pulled in different directions til the end of the night we gaze at the ocean sunset
Tired, exhausted, sore

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Loving, Respected

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Nov 24 2022

Purple Rain

Don’t eat these evil, mature snakes use their fish hooks...
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Poem

Don’t eat these evil, mature snakes use their fish hooks to lure you in with their flowing intensity with lust or you’ll end up crying bloody tears

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Dec 08 2022

Feel The Love

My confidence has groah naturally Reacting to different energy frequencies...
View more

(Click to Enlarge)

Poem

My confidence has groah naturally
Reacting to different energy frequencies
I can feel the layers of
love
That welcomes love and happiness
My big loving heart detects false attractions

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Happy, Optimistic, Thankful

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Dec 22 2022

Phoenix

Up above, what is it? Is it a flower fly,...
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Poem

Up above, what is it?
Is it a flower fly, perhaps?
No, it’s a risen and reawakened Phoenix
It awakened after sensing her floating wonder

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

27

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Stressed, Inferior

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Jan 05 2023

Possibilities

I felt as if I have been on an unguided...
View more

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Poem

I felt as if I have been on an unguided pathway when I’m reality
The options are unlimited with fun possibilities for a new center of growth

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Unfocused, Inferior, Insignificant, Withdrawn

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Jan 10 2023

Infinity

I feel the infinite love Being connected with the endless...
View more

Poem

I feel the infinite love
Being connected with the endless energy in space
To the infinite universe, I hope to spread the infinite love

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Sleepy, Nervous, Empty, Loving

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Jan 25 2023

Ice Cream

The bubbles of freedom and happiness So sweet and delish...
View more

(Click to Enlarge)

Poem

The bubbles of freedom and happiness
So sweet and delish
Can you taste the rainbow?
Yeah, that’s bubblegum with sprinkles
Jump into the ball pit in space with orbs

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Overwhelmed, Worried, Weak, Worthless

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Feb 02 2023

The Giving Tree

The vast majority of people do not have the masculine...
View more

Poem

The vast majority of people do not have the masculine strength & guidance from friends to obtain anything close to eternal life
However, I am thankful and appreciate the connections we have today which will allow us to give back to the world, causing it to be flowerful, fruitful, and multiply back to others.

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Happy, Peaceful, Surprised, Excited

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Mar 02 2023

Roads

There’s been a ton of uncertainty and pressure in making...
View more

(Click to Enlarge)

Poem

There’s been a ton of uncertainty and pressure in making lifelong choices
I’ve been stressed from the overthinking
Too many rotating choices to make in order to maintain balance
To enjoy the popsicle blades

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Bad, Stressed, Pressured

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : Mar 30 2023

The Cycle of Life

How many deadly sins are there? What is the price...
View more

Poem

How many deadly sins are there?
What is the price of a life?
In alchemy some things cost an arm and a leg
To appreciate life one list have the courage and spirit of healing the cycle of blood

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Tired, Surprised, Eager

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Apr 20 2023

Burning Bridges

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Poem

Preview of the Art

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Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Empty, Happy, Intimate

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

(Click to Enlarge)

Date : May 04 2023

Inception

We’ve been dealt one hand at life Lightning strikes the...
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Poem

We’ve been dealt one hand at life
Lightning strikes the cell tower
Then the matchsticks Coolidge with the lightning fire
Through the burning bushes
Yet it feels I’m dreaming of a holy savor to guide us to the flowers

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Thankful, Free

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With

Porn, Lust & Fantasy

Date : Jun 15 2023

The Rising Sun

I’ve risen and fallen many times before Yet the glowing...
View more

(Click to Enlarge)

Poem

I’ve risen and fallen many times before
Yet the glowing core within me is filled with rage
Fighting like a samurai, maintaining protection til I earn my respect

Preview of the Art

(Click to Enlarge)

Contributor Name

stv

Gender

Male

Age

28

Today's Feeling(s)

Worried, Annoyed, Depressed, Isolated

Special Group

Trauma / Complex PTSD, Young Professional

Struggles With