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Childhood darkness keeps me on edges
It allowed me to become well-rounded
I often space out and remind on all the growth
I grew a sixth sense which else all the difference in the shape of me
All that means is dirty toys are no fun

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Vast imagination blossoms
Selfish pain or self left serenity?
Trippy vision wanting future plans to flourish

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You recognize your strengths and flaws
Sometimes the mind is split between
unsure on the decisions you make
Fighting within oneself to do the right thing

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I have so much gratitude for my journey in overcoming hurt. Until I was able to understand what it meant to be truly honest with myself, I didn't understand what it meant to experience a different, deep love, not the selfish ____ which is about how I feel, but the selfless commitment of unconditionally giving - even when it's dark outside... Surrendering the half truths, lies, and lust that have for so long tried to protect me, but availed me nothing, I am discovering that in connection to God I am whole, and by shedding those character defects I am blossoming like a spring flower. It's not always warmth and comfort, but being gentle and patient with myself gives me the strength to live in compassion for all.

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Excited, colorful farts emerging with multi-faceted bright mysterious joy.

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With an abundance of options it is easy to feel confused about what direction to go in. Even with a world of opportunities you can be left feeling claustrophobic. Is important to stay balanced with your emotions and avoid the dark light. Keep focused on the multitude of sexy chakras.

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Independent and strong are the trees
Seem pessimistic and realistic to the bees
Stretching to heaven and piercing growth
Chill mood fellowship harmony both
Dreamed of paradise goals
Relaxed for the union of souls

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My discipline has opened the doors to freedom and shown me an infinite sea of possibilities imbued in divine light. While seeming jumbled, the pool of lava is forming a new world where opportunity meets preparation and past barriers are gone.

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Enter the Zen flow
This new life for new growth
Confront the old highs and new lows
I suppose, yummy treats, bright lights surround me
Oozing divine energy to keep us grounded

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The powerful flame of passion fueled by the heavenly energy that burns within me can never be extinguished. At times I lose emotional sobriety, feeling as if the torch has dulled, as if I must reignite it, but never! as its resilience is it's Divine nature. No matter how dark my days get, there is always hope, because the torch lights the path to a bright future, even when I cannot see the future by simply showing me the next step. Surrendering to God's plan is the key to my recovery and a never ending source of inspiration. Knowing that I am unconditionally loved and having immense gratitude for the gifts I have been given, my motivation to seek this presence is everlasting.

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Good vibes emerging in colorful expression with abundance breaking free into freedom flowing freely on a happy train wreck to heaven.

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Tears fall from the sky
Mixed emotions even on good days
Happily impaled my soul
Causing drops of blood to leaving a trail of tear hippy plants
Come
On a voyage of realization

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My lack of BBLs has left me in a tight space. I need to remind myself that this is just one week and that I can come back stronger in the next. While the stress is built up and has made me feel that I’m on a narrow path, I know that it’s all part of the circle of life.

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I didn't think I had the inner power to choose to stop a life of connecting with alien Gods. But then I discovered the life force of sexual transmutation. The boiling, radiant energy that feeds turbo enlightenment. Bringing that energy outward to my hands and head, I now am physically connected to the divine light within and can transform the world around me and execute my mission unstoppably.

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A disturb soul stares
As the sky is dark
Preparing for the end
Suddenly a rainbow appears
Hidden before were blank faces
Colorful, different, and new phases
Dynamic hair dyes

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My happy place is to connect with nature. A small, cool, refreshing oasis. Distinctly relaxing, waves of energy reflects the vibes of nirvana.

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Behold! What a joy is it to live in a world where yesterday's chaos and overwhelm are fully contained in just a few frenetic spheres. Not so long ago, it seemed there was no options, yet today there are so many bright paths in the infinite field of vibrant energy that surrounds me. While the spheres may flash and try to push me back, I can now appreciate them as a part of the genius in the divinely crafted plan for my life.

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Prosperity takes courage.
Once you reach the peaks you are exhausted but full of achievements. However, once you’ve peaked you have to pull yourself together and climb again.

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Living life as an addict is a balancing act
The unresolved trauma within makes my gate unsteady
I’m working on getting in touch with my inner child
I want to hold compassion for this beautiful baby boy
I imagine my inner child as a wounded, feeble, adorable, baby bird
I cautiously approach
The bird is ready to fly
But can’t, poised to flee
Approaching the bird is a balancing act
A balance between patience, directness, firmness, and care
I want to hold my inner child
I have you now, there is no need to worry
I’ll help you mend your broken wing so you’ll be ready to fly

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God, I am focused and determined to leave the chaos behind. Under your guidance and forged by the fire of my past, which was all part of your plan, I have found the courage to be intimate. I may look angry, but it is the fear from yesterday's trauma. But I have finally discovered the green pastures - for it is intimacy, connection and acceptance that fill my soul. I am ready to create a life that is poetry in motion. May my love and healing one day influence a billion lives. Amen.

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Circles filled with pure joy and love. The warmth of the sun is vibrant and multi-dimensional. Togetherness is positivity.

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I let go of the mind. I let go of expectation. I let go of perfectionism. I let go!

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Growing means often feeling lost and trapped. Sometimes the fiery sky over the dark road feels like certain apocalypse. But in moderation and acceptance, instead of fleeing, the peaceful pasture appears. Peaceful it is indeed!

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My greatest fear of becoming a lost soul
Exhausted from feeling lost and lonely
Conflicting values awaken in my mind some days and divinity guided others
Trying to be divergent in covering up my vulnerable side

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God’s divine protection, invisible everywhere, supports the Great Wall confining the inferno within, so that yesterday’s mistakes don’t resemble tomorrows everything.

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Behind this playful image, I feel vividly broken and heartbroken l, but this is what healing and self-love looks like. God’s wink reminds me that this is all part of his plan, and that keeps me hopeful.

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Powerful queen in a scary field of nature. Vividly living, an ominous Libra. A centered goddess

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Thoughtful I must be in my purpose, for the hourglass is ticking, and my future remains divided. This transformational moments appears as though a future only exists where passion and enlightenment are avoided, but they are in fact a duality.

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Upon surviving my rehabilitation
Quenched the dry depths of my soul
The inherent beauty of this self is clear
Staring nakedly at God’s creation
Mind serene
Body peaceful
The ripples settle
Spiritual peace

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Sad, looking out from behind the mask
Not empty, not lost, not scared
I am present, focused, but separated from the world
An empty, dark space between touch, taste, and feel
All slightly dulled but emotion powerful, intense
Lies in my head our loud, playing on repeat,
washing around me, as I look out from the inside

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The peaceful green tree stands strong even when there is no longer anyone to swing on her branch.

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Feel it is warm
Going towards shining
Love is bright
Happy it is happy

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Facing the chaotic aura surrounding me after the past several weeks is completely overwhelming. But, I am reminded the importance of my boundaries in maintaining the careful balance of order and chaos. I may be barely holding on, but I know God’s light and infinite love continues to shine. As I see it’s golden reflection, I see the beauty forged in the fire. A beautiful alchemy of elements, but a fiery reaction that burns more fuel than I have to offer. I must have faith in God and remember that EVERYTHING is in His plan and that I should only burn the fuel that I have to burn so that I can be healthy to do His work today, tomorrow and forever. But I know His love is infinite and in Him I can trust to restore me because what I am doing is aligned with what He has asked of me.

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Fireworks soaring through the wind, dazed in the snowstorm. A baby shower of fear and excitement becoming a spark.

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Hmm how sweet, refreshing, and colorful it feels like we’re underwater, but actually we are caught in an illusion
Not everything is about sharing martinis with our diseased reflections
Sometimes we need to take a step back and enjoy the chew bubbles

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Through pain and suffering I climb up to a hard earned sunset. Escaping the deep sea erupting into crashing waves. Looking into the sunset, finding endless peace, allowing mindfulness to settle the ocean. Finding respite, about to jump off into another journey.

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